In the dark labyrinth of addiction, shrouded by the chaos of compulsions and cravings, there exists a profound quest for something far beyond mere indulgence, whether chemical or otherwise. It's a journey back to the essence of existence, a search for peace and bliss in God again, underpinned by the profound mistaken belief that as humans, we had, at the moment of taking this form, this body became separated from Love (God).
Many ensnared in the grips of addiction turn to substances such as alcohol, drugs, sex, or even money—anything they believe will fill the void within and provide the profound fulfillment they seek. However, these external fixes can only ever serve as substitutes for a deeper connection with the divine. They offer merely a fleeting glimpse of solace in a world rife with pain and uncertainty, a transient reprieve in the grand scheme of existence.
The narrative of addiction often begins in the crucible of adversity, where early childhood traumas or profound emotional wounds lay the foundation for an insatiable thirst, a homesickness for something more. Whether it's alcohol, drugs, or any other substance or external-based form, the allure lies not just in the temporary escape from reality but in the tantalizing promise of a connection, a glimpse of transcendence beyond the confines of everyday existence - a reunion with that which we perceive as separate, yet are compelled to re-unite with, no matter what.
However, as the initial euphoria moments fade and the shackles of addiction tighten, the quest for peace and bliss transforms into a relentless cycle of despair and destruction. What once seemed like a pathway to enlightenment becomes a prison of despair, trapping the soul in a perpetual state of longing. For we have no idea where really to look, we think what we are blindly looking for is outside of us and yet has been within us - all along.
If it is our destiny we find that amidst the darkness, there exists a glimmer of hope—a recognition that the true source of peace and bliss lies not in external substances but within the depths of one's own being. It is here that the journey towards recovery truly begins, as individuals embark on a profound exploration of self-discovery and spiritual awakening.
Recovery is not merely about abstaining from substances; it is a profound holistic journey of surrender, of healing, and of transformation—in order to return to the divine essence that resides within each and every one of us. It requires immense courage and faith to confront the demons of the past, to delve into the depths of one's own psyche and unearth the buried traumas, barriers to the truth that fueled the addictive patterns in the first place.
The greatest of these buried traumas, and the original wound that is present it seems in all of humanity is the belief that we ever separated from God in the first place, and we didn’t. It is the singular most profound belief, and in the end an illusion ( if love is the only true reality) that unfortunately though creates all suffering. However the truth is we never separated and therefore we are never alone, we are complete in all truth and one with all that is. We are a drop in the ocean and the ocean entire.
Through all manner of healing introspective practices, individuals begin upon cessation of the focus of attraction, beginning to unravel the layers of conditioning that have kept them trapped in the cycle of addiction. They learn to cultivate compassion and forgiveness towards themselves, recognizing that they are not defined by their past mistakes but by their capacity for growth and renewal.
As the journey progresses, a profound shift occurs—a reawakening of the soul to the beauty and wonder of life itself. Freed from the active shackles of addiction, individuals step by step rediscover their true nature - Love, in the simple joy of existence.
Yet, perhaps the most transformative aspect of recovery is the realization that the true source of peace and bliss lies not in external circumstances but in the divine essence that permeates all of creation. It is a recognition that we are not separate from God but intrinsically connected to Love, and that true fulfillment can only be found in surrendering to the divine will within.
For many who have walked the path of recovery, this realization becomes the cornerstone of their existence—a guiding light that illuminates their journey and inspires them to reach out to others who are still lost in the darkness. They become beacons of hope and inspiration, offering guidance and support to those who are struggling and showing them that there is a way, with courage and faith, out of the abyss.
In the end, addiction is not merely a battle against substances—it is a journey of the soul, a quest for peace and bliss in the divine. And for those who have emerged victorious from the depths of despair, their stories serve as a testament to the indomitable spirit of the human soul and the transformative power of redemption and renewal. Nigel Lott teaandzen.org